A Good Ole' Fashion Gender-Fucking

Something I am very proud of, and I hold dear to. What is it?  It's the single fact that I can obtain the ideal state of understand of Gender as I do, as well as understand the repercussions of my actions as a "Gentlelady" in this world.   I love the fact that people constantly shake their heads at me.  Why?  It's because I can absolutely make people think about Gender.  Not their own gender but universally the gender of the world and the people of it.  I touch a grand deal of lives, and those I touch never seem to leave my presence feeling that Gender is Singular.  Gender is universal and gender is varies..  It's a grand idea that I think we all must reflect on.

  One thing I really like is when I am in public, dressed as a female and I find myself being "Sir'd" or "Dude" or "He'd".  Yet, it does not bug me.  It does two things.  I'm probably fucking up someones gender constructs because let's be honest.  If you sir me, and I look as good as I do.  I'M GORGEOUS.  You obviously now look like an arseface.  So, you obvious have been genderfucked and look ignorant.  That's on you.  I'm just over here "Living as Free as My Hair" and enjoying my life to the fullest!  Which, no harm in that.  I find that people need to understand that people have the choice of gender and the choice of identity.  Which, it can be anything you deem fit for yourself.  "Gentlelady" works for me, but to others it seems... distant.  Which is not their fault.  Everyone has the ability to be themselves.  Which is grandiose. I encourage everyone to be themselves. It's perfection!

   I live daily as a person who jumps from gender to gender.  I don't know how most folks deal with me, because I am literally all over the spectrum.  I know this, and it makes me so happy because my friends are that constant reinforcement I need.  One of my roommates dubbed me "Ma'am-sir" which honestly made me happier than I have felt in ages.  I was also told by this same roommate that I am a "Really feminine Gay Male" or a "Very butch Lesbian".  Which is like fucking gender and fucking sex at the same time.  I am again all over the place!  This securely makes me happier to be the person I am, validation is a giant thing for people like myself.  We are rare and we sometimes get lost along our ways because... THERE EXIST SO MANY WAYS for us to travel.  We have to continue to re-approach and reevaluate ourselves.  Just to be able to make the correct moves.

   Honestly, I just get up and go "Today, let's go!" and do what just feels natural.  It's kinda cool as fuck to be honest.  I just do me, and it falls in place.  I kinda just don't care to be honest. Just do what I want.  People ask me how I deal with the constant state of "fluid" and I just think about it and go "fluid".  I don't think I am fluid, I just flow around.  It's a big blender of gender and it's me.  That's that!