Several times in a humans life, they come to a point where they realise that they are truly come up from going down. That moment is right now, thus is why you are reading these exact words at this exact moment. I wanted to tell you that I am doing better. So much better. It's worrisome to be in a bad place, but when you come up. You realise later in life, you came up. It's been a month and a half since I got a job, and since then my paychecks have been showing my hard work. It's nice to know that it's working out.
I've since given up on the Activism scene in Cincinnati, because it's a dead horse that people seem to continue to beat. I've seen no advancement in the field since I walked in, and the people who hold their power positions, continue to hold them (each with an idea that they are the right one for the job, and they have the cure for the cause and the cause for the cure). What they fail to understand that it takes a single person to knock them down a few pegs. Even if this person knows the secrets she's been set to keep and plays the cards she wants. Notice their are reasons of why I sent out the email, and the cards I gave you to play. They are the ones I know you will play. You played the correct card as well, though they all lead to this. It's a matter of time before my next move and I will liberate this scene before I leave.
It will become the one thing I wish for it to be. Peer led. These folks you wish to help, they will be sure to take care of themselves, because not every dog has it's day, but they all get to feed. You speak of one thing, but lead a with other intent. The gentlelady way, is to be sure of the things you speak of, and what you do. I'm underestimated, which plays to my advantage.
I'm back, and the game is just beginning. Rather you get your ducks in a row, and understand they swim one way. Tegan Rowan Stryker is surely to turn the tables of all this, and provide many truths to the lies spread.
On a final note: Those red equal signs all over facebook are rather rubbish in my eyes. You all follow a cynical non-profit for profit group who stands for the LGB rights. The T with them is always silent. The HRC is the one I speak of. This group at the rally this past week at the Supreme Court stated that the "Trans* Flag must be taken down." How dare you fight for the "Equality of all" and yet, you hush us who do not fit your agenda. You the HRC are a horrible being with horrible ideals for the modern age. You help who needs help and after you have given all you can to them. You will abandon them for another cause you deem worthy of your money. Isn't this why you are starting to move into the Schools? Pushing GLSEN aside because you have the power to provide more. GLSEN easily moves aside and is awaiting your move. HRC, you are HoRseCrap!
Tegan Rowan Stryker
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Saturday, March 16, 2013
My Kinds Your Kind.
Dear Reader,
I am glad that at this moment in time I can share this blog with and that you are reading it. To be honest, over a month and a half ago. I'd never have thought I would be writing this again. Things where pretty low and frankly I did not know where to turn. Luckily, things are looking up; way up for myself. I was terrified and scared for my well being.
A grand deal has happened in that time period. I was able to produce for myself a job (that pays very well) AND as well as I was able to find a new place to live. I live with some of my best friends I would say I have ever had in my life. If not for them, I would not have been here at this moment. It's been scary, and they have made those demons go away. Or at least helped me fight them off.
In February, February Eight to be exact is the day I started Hormones for Hormone Replacement Therapy. This means that I now have had for over a month, had Estrogen in my system. I have noticed changes, these changes being more drastic than most Trans* individuals and I believe the reason to be the fact that I am Inter-sex. Which has proven to be an interesting turn of events for my General Practitioner and myself. I have noticed a reduce growth of my body hair; I shave about every other day now for my facial area. My body fat has been moving (I have noticed that I now have a butt to sit on, as well as my breast area has thinned out). My nipples have started to grow, and they are harder than ever. Which, has proven to be very, very fun to touch.
My body has been drying out a ton and I have had to moisturise like crazy, which I have found to be a daily ritual for myself. As well as scratching myself as become a more sensational event for my body! Which for heavens sake I wish I had someone to actually just scratch my body. I did lose my sex drive, but I have found in the past week it has been returning with a different sense of amazingness. I cannot describe in words how much more intense and sensual an orgasm is now. My friend describes our new sex drive as "It's like you get a big cookie every once in a while, instead of little ones every so often." Which, I can attest to it's truth!
That's the interesting things of my body. Just been a roller coaster of fun! Though, if we want to be serious. Every so often I can be found crying. Just because I want to cry. No real reason to be crying. It just happens. I cannot control it nor do I think I want to. I just think it's all the years I didn't/couldn't cry. My body, just takes all the pent up crying and waterfalls it out into the ether. It's not bad nor is it good. It just is.
With that said, I leave you with a little bit more of inspiration. If you ever think you are at the bottom, that is when you will rise to the top. It took a month and a half, happily I am back to the top of my game! I hope that if you ever feel in doubt. You can realise your potential. That is what you need!
As Free as Your Hair,
Tegan Rowan Stryker
I am glad that at this moment in time I can share this blog with and that you are reading it. To be honest, over a month and a half ago. I'd never have thought I would be writing this again. Things where pretty low and frankly I did not know where to turn. Luckily, things are looking up; way up for myself. I was terrified and scared for my well being.
A grand deal has happened in that time period. I was able to produce for myself a job (that pays very well) AND as well as I was able to find a new place to live. I live with some of my best friends I would say I have ever had in my life. If not for them, I would not have been here at this moment. It's been scary, and they have made those demons go away. Or at least helped me fight them off.
In February, February Eight to be exact is the day I started Hormones for Hormone Replacement Therapy. This means that I now have had for over a month, had Estrogen in my system. I have noticed changes, these changes being more drastic than most Trans* individuals and I believe the reason to be the fact that I am Inter-sex. Which has proven to be an interesting turn of events for my General Practitioner and myself. I have noticed a reduce growth of my body hair; I shave about every other day now for my facial area. My body fat has been moving (I have noticed that I now have a butt to sit on, as well as my breast area has thinned out). My nipples have started to grow, and they are harder than ever. Which, has proven to be very, very fun to touch.
My body has been drying out a ton and I have had to moisturise like crazy, which I have found to be a daily ritual for myself. As well as scratching myself as become a more sensational event for my body! Which for heavens sake I wish I had someone to actually just scratch my body. I did lose my sex drive, but I have found in the past week it has been returning with a different sense of amazingness. I cannot describe in words how much more intense and sensual an orgasm is now. My friend describes our new sex drive as "It's like you get a big cookie every once in a while, instead of little ones every so often." Which, I can attest to it's truth!
That's the interesting things of my body. Just been a roller coaster of fun! Though, if we want to be serious. Every so often I can be found crying. Just because I want to cry. No real reason to be crying. It just happens. I cannot control it nor do I think I want to. I just think it's all the years I didn't/couldn't cry. My body, just takes all the pent up crying and waterfalls it out into the ether. It's not bad nor is it good. It just is.
With that said, I leave you with a little bit more of inspiration. If you ever think you are at the bottom, that is when you will rise to the top. It took a month and a half, happily I am back to the top of my game! I hope that if you ever feel in doubt. You can realise your potential. That is what you need!
As Free as Your Hair,
Tegan Rowan Stryker
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